Today was perfect.

He was perfect.

I think..

I’m falling in love with a nerd.

I miss it

I miss it all. Messaging you all day and night. Looking forward to waking up knowing someone loves me.

But life goes on…

You think I chose this..?

Who would choose a life where your head never stops worrying? I know I should be proud… But sometimes I just wish I was normal…life would be so much easier.

Why must my life be so damn complicated ?

I miss the days when nothing mattered except what color crayon I should draw with today……….what I’d give to be that again and not this emotional wreck.